aughhhh!! you understand! you REALISE! thus is EXACTLY MY REASONING! i could have no otto but adrien (of course, having huge unhealthy crushes on both of them no doubt helped me to see the similarities.) i haven't seen the thin red line, but i really recommend the pianist if you ever get a chance to see it; the only word i can think of to describe it is harrowing, but you can understand why he won an oscar for the performance. but possibly the thin red line is more appropriate to making squealing noises at.

you put a huge grin on my face. you GET it! *beams madly at the screen* and now i have to run along and finish that bloody essay so otto can live again (he's very much looking forward to interaction with this interesting new foreign person who's just arrived...)