it's all slightly different from the inside, but i could never explain it.
i guess you just think of your car-feelings and enlarge this upon a whole life. this clean, wide-spaced, slightly empty but well-light and bright life, full of only nice, expensive, beautiful quality items, a dust-free designer life. i just wanted a little taste of it. really, just a year.

yesssssssssss, master, me not gollum. smeagol is not at fault. it is not smeagol's fault that nobody likes smeagol. nasty bitches. not true that smeagol would be unhappy in any job.

nah, melodrama is good. if only i could speak like that when it matters!
but the world never really was better. not for long, and only in places.