coz i reached the threshold where i can't bother to contain my sorrow, and as it never finds an outlet - only an inlet - and you are the only one here, i might wail at you how my one rl friend won't call again after our altercation, and how my new rl friend is going to move away. then i have nobody. really nobody at all! add to that no job, and then send alsatians to eat my dead body.